aku bilang sama dia: "i need boyfriend"
dan dia bilang sama aku: "no, you don't need. kamu bisa gandeng tangan ku kemana aja kamu mau. kamu bisa perlakuin aku kayak pacarmu. kamu ga butuh pria yang ujungnya cuma nyakitin kamu"
aku jawab: "aku bisa gandeng kamu. aku bisa perlakuin kamu kayak pacar. tapi aku butuh perasaan dilindungi sama pria yang aku sayang. i can't kiss you. i can't hold your hand and saying 'i love you from deepest my heart' aku ga bisa mikirin masa depanku dengan bersuamikan kamu. because what? because you are not my boyfriend. i'm sorry dear. i can laugh with you, i said i love you but,you are just my BEST FRIENDS. i need a boyfriend like you need my hug when you sad."
kita terdiam. menyadari posisi kita masing-masing. it's over. he leave me :)
